||[Apr. 6th, 2007|11:21 am]
~ kate ~
my sister is planning on going to FSU!!! im so proud of her. i wish i put more effort into where i went to college. shes going to have the time of her life down in florida. i want to move down there and restart college all over again haha.|
i wish i hadnt chosen emmanuel. even though i did do really well and got to go to australia, i just sometimes feel like i missed out on something. i just hated emmanuel. i really did. i should have transferred after freshman year like i wanted to. oh well, i guess its good because im graduating in the top 20% of the management students and am getting an extra rope or whatever, so thats good. and who woulda thunk that kate sullivan would graduate with a 3.7. i mean, after all those dumb kate jokes, i actually did better than most people in the tritown, and can you believe it, FINISHED ON TIME. sooo screw you all who didnt think i could make it in the city. ha.
i just wish it was a warmer city lol. and more guys so i wouldnt be stuck living in the tritown with a psuedo crush on someone i dont even really like that much i just have nothing better to do with my time so i spend it on him. what a waste.
just gotta keep focused. i was planning on applying to meditech, but it sounds like KP continued up there so i dont think i will be. i guess we will see. i probably will because its close to home and i can save up some money. i dunno.
i kind of want to work for like 2 years, save up some money and then just travel, or do something, live somewhere far far away. australia. i miss it so bad. i just miss the people. i have turned into a masshole again. it sucks because i think this place is the greatest place to live again but really its not but i still can't seem to get myself to think that.
do you ever feel that you dont want to be where you are but you dont want to be anywhere else either?